Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.
Morning people. :]
I'm an early bird. :]
I'm so looking forward to school,
:].

I'm here to blog. :]
Wasn't feeling very well,
stomachaches. ]:
I don't want to see you anymore,
stomachaches! ]:
Okay.
My house has a new family member,
it currently has no name,
but I will try & create one one day.
The new family member is,
a fly.
There has been something flying everywhere,
so I told my mum,
our house has a new family member,
* points to the fly *.
Okay, I know I'm very immature.
I cant help to it.
Too immature.
Too innocent. :x
Just kidding.
Goodbye everyone, dogs, and beasts. :]
This is so randomly posted. :]

I'm not feeling happy. ):

Yesterday was Thankgiving.
Was quite unhappy though.
We gave him some food, which are clean,
and he scolded us & threw it away.
It may be my fault for giving him it,
I apologise,
but I seriosly didn't knew he didn't like it.
After the scolding, I almost cried okay,
my heartbeat went really fast.
Kajal cried.
When we walked down the stairs, we saw him,
I thought he was letting us walk,
in the end, he was taking picture of us.
I'll never forget this incident, I'm sure.
When I was sleeping, my whole mind
was thinking if its who fault.
But I just cant get the answer right.
Adults and children have different thinking.
So he wont know how we feel cause he is not a children,
& I wont know how he feel cause I'm not an adult.
I'm still feeling unhappy right now okay.
I'm afraid of going school now,
I guess I may have some kind of fear
when I go to school from today onwards.



Thanksgiving was pretty fun.
I only spent one dollar of the coupon.
Cause I am like super full already.
3 green apples, two bananas, half a waffle, three mashmallows w/ chocolate, rose drink, bites of banana waffle, & also milk.
My stomach can contain so much food!
Went school at 2.
Went kitchen and helped out.
Didn't really help though.
Wanted to upload pictures at facebook,
but whenever I saw the soba picture I took,
I dont have the feeling to upload again.
Roamed around.
Cleaned up.
Took picture w. jasmee, beelin, jootein & MrsTanJingYing.
I washed a lot of things okay!
After that, went to staff room, find MissYeo,
passed her stapler, & ate something from her.
Delicious okay!
After that, the incident happened. ( Up on the top )
I think MrGage ( I dont know how to spell, ps. )
heard the scolding, & he came out.
He asked us what happened, & said it was a
lesson learnt.
So nice of him uh.
After that, brought unhappiness home.

MrTan is the best teacher I've ever seen,
the first teacher to buy us food in exchange for
the presents we gave him.
Was really happy that he actually gave me & jingxian
Ferror Rocher, somemore is like quite big leh.
The chocolates cheered me up a lot! :)
Ntuc and shop&save-ed.
I now then realise fair price & ntuc are actually the same.
Okay, thats real stupid, I guess.
Drank sugar cane juice that Jasmee treated.
After I drank it, stomachache.
What a disaster.
Went home after that.
Thanksgiving tomorrow, pretty excited.

& Seriously, I cant find anyone or anything thats the same.
Everything keeps changing.
Especially their personality.
It not that I cant adapt to changes,
its that the range is too big.
Let me state an example,
if a person who is very noisy suddenely becomes quiet,
isn't the change too big?
Okay, maybe I'm the only one who feels like that.
I cant find anyone to tell them all my secrets.
Its quite impossible at this point of time.
I guess I have to rely on myself now.
Hiding all my emotions I kept,
never letting anyone know.
This is not a emo post.
But as you can see,
this is not a happy post also.
No smiley faces, only words.
I must try to be more independent from today onwards.
Cause I guess I cant find anyone to depend on.
I cant find the happiness I used to have,
unlike now.
Maybe I'm thinking too much.
Since people keep saying I'm noisy,
I'll just keep vey quiet.
I'm feeling emotional now,
& I dont know why.
Maybe people may think this is a joke,
because I never expressed how I felt.
I always smiled & laughed & talked,
doesn't means that I dont feel sad.
People have feelings,
people get sad and of course happy.
But for now,
I belong to the sad side.
I do need someone to concern me,
just because I dont feel sad in front of people.
Whenever I'm alone,
I'll definately feel sad.
I just dont know why.
Goodbye. I guess I have to be emo for some time.