& Seriously, I cant find anyone or anything thats the same.
Everything keeps changing.
Especially their personality.
It not that I cant adapt to changes,
its that the range is too big.
Let me state an example,
if a person who is very noisy suddenely becomes quiet,
isn't the change too big?
Okay, maybe I'm the only one who feels like that.
I cant find anyone to tell them all my secrets.
Its quite impossible at this point of time.
I guess I have to rely on myself now.
Hiding all my emotions I kept,
never letting anyone know.
This is not a emo post.
But as you can see,
this is not a happy post also.
No smiley faces, only words.
I must try to be more independent from today onwards.
Cause I guess I cant find anyone to depend on.
I cant find the happiness I used to have,
unlike now.
Maybe I'm thinking too much.
Since people keep saying I'm noisy,
I'll just keep vey quiet.
I'm feeling emotional now,
& I dont know why.
Maybe people may think this is a joke,
because I never expressed how I felt.
I always smiled & laughed & talked,
doesn't means that I dont feel sad.
People have feelings,
people get sad and of course happy.
But for now,
I belong to the sad side.
I do need someone to concern me,
just because I dont feel sad in front of people.
Whenever I'm alone,
I'll definately feel sad.
I just dont know why.
Goodbye. I guess I have to be emo for some time.